-STD-

STD???
Sexually transmitted disease??? Nope!
Super Top Detective?? Huh?? No...

Aaaah... Bosan ah. Asyik salah je(psycho cakap sorang-sorang)
STD stands for STRESSED+TIRED+DEPRESSED. Sums up what I'm feeling now.

I hate, hate, hate exams!!!(who doesn't? Kalo ada yang suka exams, then you can kindly come here and sit for the paper for me.)
How can a paper that lasts for about an hour and a half have this much impact on me???
And how in the world did they come up with mixing Biochemistry, Anatomy, Physiology and Histology into ONE paper??
Tengok!! Sekarang dah pening nak baca mana satu. Baca satu, lupa yang lain. Baca yang lain, lupa plak yang lagi satu. Adoi~~
Pastu time camni la masalah PERV, and apa-apa entah lagi nak crop up. Semak sungguh!!
Exams and problems do come in pairs for me.
It's ok... Dugaan... And I've probably got used it to it by now. And masalah-masalah telah diselesaikan(well, at least from my point of view. And kalo perv tu datang lagi, Pareq kata nak curah dengan air panas from hot water bottle dia tu. Harap-harap sempat bukak before die cabut. Hahaha...)


So, I guess, the only thing keeping me going is having the drive to at least not fail.
And knowing that my family back home have placed such high hopes on me and know that I can do it(it's beautiful isn't it the way your family always has your back even when you do fail and how they can have so much faith in you that you just push yourself to the fullest wanting to fulfill those hopes).
And also knowing that I'll be out of here after the exams.
No perv(hopefully...), no stress, no studying[for a few days before jumping right back in to FM1002(the current module I'm taking)]
Can't wait to go to Dublin and then Paris!!! Wuhuu...!!
Disneyland here I come!!!(yeah, sometimes fantasy's the way to go when reality just sucks too much. The villains and the good guys could also be distinguished unlike in reality where looks and of course words can be soo deceiving. Patut la Ili suka sangat Disney and fantasy movies=P)

I guess I'm stressing so much cause it's been such a long time since I had to sit for a major exam.
But, people do say, "Success comes from failure."(but, I don't wanna fail!!! Then, go study!! Baik-baik!!)
Ok, back to the books!!!!